So many thoughts....So Little time....
I'm not a scholar, or a writer, or one with a degree by jumping through hoops to do something for a living that will show everyone that I achieved expertise in a career in life.
My family life wasn't bad; no abuse or neglect, my parents had their ups and downs and Addictive tendencies and bouts with depression, yet that didn't make them bad, just human.
I went through school; kept my head my head down and didn't stand out... not really shy but didn't fit in really. I had some friends but later found it was mainly just for "partying purposes". Finished school,(with below average grades) started a family (early) kept my head down and worked hard to keep my "head" above water (looking back to no avail.) To cut this short...I lost my health, lost my family and I lost my job (Boo Hoo Hoo Right?) So what, life goes on....Though it was so dramatic then.
Eventually I met my second wife, she brought sanity to a pretty insane and chaotic life that I was living...I've come full circle in my life from a middle class childhood, to poor then wealthy, to poor again...Money cures nor helps, when it comes to peace of mind or when ones health is an issue; Having many operations and to this day living with Chrones disease doesn't identify "who I am",(there is No I) just something that has to be kept in check until the body gives out In the End...
I'm not a scholar, or a writer, or one with a degree by jumping through hoops to do something for a living that will show everyone that I achieved expertise in a career in life.
My family life wasn't bad; no abuse or neglect, my parents had their ups and downs and Addictive tendencies and bouts with depression, yet that didn't make them bad, just human.
I went through school; kept my head my head down and didn't stand out... not really shy but didn't fit in really. I had some friends but later found it was mainly just for "partying purposes". Finished school,(with below average grades) started a family (early) kept my head down and worked hard to keep my "head" above water (looking back to no avail.) To cut this short...I lost my health, lost my family and I lost my job (Boo Hoo Hoo Right?) So what, life goes on....Though it was so dramatic then.
Eventually I met my second wife, she brought sanity to a pretty insane and chaotic life that I was living...I've come full circle in my life from a middle class childhood, to poor then wealthy, to poor again...Money cures nor helps, when it comes to peace of mind or when ones health is an issue; Having many operations and to this day living with Chrones disease doesn't identify "who I am",(there is No I) just something that has to be kept in check until the body gives out In the End...
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